I think sitting here w/ enough time to think about things is bad for me. My brain is not distracted and challenged, so if I'm not getting my adrenaline going with shopping I have nothing to do but muse over things that make me sad.
Dayglow is this Friday. I am sad because I wish I was going with Nate. I wish we were happy and together.
I wish I didn't have such intense dreams EVERY night. My subconscious does not rest.
I've started having a few dreams that seem so real I wake up confused as to whether they really happened or not.
I think I'll just keep this post going all day and see where it goes. Maybe a new daily thing til I get out of this job.
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