But for serious, this weekend is what I was looking forward to -- why I was dying to come home. I got to see all my friends!!! It was so great. I stocked up on enough hugs to last me until the next time I see them (which'll only be two weeks...we're all crashing a certain cast party...). Though it was not always for long, I got to see mostly everyone I wanted to see. And go shopping. But so far...I've also managed to not do work. Oh, details.

This goes out to that little balding man who holds the sign that says "BLATANT LIE."

Wow, my life's boring.

I've been looking through old pictures. Last night I got so nostalgic after I got home; I got a little teary-eyed. There's so much I don't remember...it was fun looking through the past.

Happy Thanksgiving! Now it's time to make a list of a few things for which I'm thankful:

• My family
  
• Freedom
  
• Applesauce and brisket
  
• Waking up whenever I want to
  
• Health (although I'm still kind of sick..it's been at least three weeks now)
  
• Love
  
• Sleeping in my bed

My mom used to always say it when she was upset: "I can laugh or I can cry." But sometimes you need to hear things again.

I'm hungry.

Today was pretty poopish. Right now I need to study for my chem midterm, plus I have to do a prelab and a lab report. All for tomorrow. I don't think I'll be getting much sleep tonight.

Today has not been the best day. I've just been tired and cranky and moody. I either felt like I was going to rip someone's head off, or I thought everything was funny, or I thought I was going to cry.

I also felt really lonely today. I realized I don't really have any close friends here, to whom I could cry and tell all my problems. That's a pretty shitty feeling, especially when it's what you need.

Which leads me to my next topic:

I am SOOOOOOOOOO EXCITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD FOR THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!. Oh man, I seriously can't wait to see everyone. Plus, it'll be nice to have some real food and sleep till whenever I want. Plus I need to do laundry.

But there is tonight and tomorrow to get through before I can cruise to break. I think I'm going to die.

Talked to Debra today for 20 minutes, which seemed like nothing. I miss her...I miss everyone! I can't wait till Thanksgiving break so I can seeeee everyoneeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

I mean, I know why. I don't need anyone to guess. But that doesn't change anything.

Nothing is sacred anymore.

Talking to my mom.
Me: I like talking to you.
Mom: Yeah, well, you know. We've done a lot of it. It's kind of a habit.

You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.


What feeling do you represent?
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Just got back from John's Hopkins. It was alright. I had fun in the car though.

I can't stop coughing. It feels like death.

I took some more quizzes. One said I am Harvard, the other said I go to Yale.

You're Most Like The Season Spring ...

Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you smile at the world and expect it to smile back at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent person. Described as cute possibly. However, you're a little naive about things and tend to be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest - and so most immature - but people are inclined to look out for and protect you.

Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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Blogger keeps logging me out. It's a pain.

I just finished A Streetcar Named Desire. Very weird. A coupe quote-worthy things in there, though. Maybe later. I'm gonna go get ready for bed.

I put up pictures from photo in my room today. :)

I ought to post in here more often. Life has been so busy...

I've been sick since last Tuesday. If I don't feel much better, I'm going to student health services tomorrow. It's funny, because tonight, the first time I really tried to just sit in my room and have some quiet and read, there was noise in my suite, so I couldn't. It's kind of annoying.

Last Thurs I was supposed to go see Major Barbara, but I was too sick, so I changed it (for a $4 fee) to this Thurs. It starts at 7. I have class till 7. I can't see it any other night, because OTB owns me. I don't really mind it, cause it's fun. I think I actually sound better when I'm sick, when I'm losing my voice. Lilia's sick, though, so I'm the only one on my part.

Welcome to ADD central. I just realized how much I jumped around in the last couple sentences. College is all about ADD. I haven't been able to get much work done here at all. I'm pretty proud that I sat down and finished the second half of Streetcar. Of course, this afternoon I spent time putting up those pictures, when I could've done work. But if I think in terms of when I could've done work but did something else...well, that happens more often than not.

I'm not failing out of all my classes or anything, though.

I have an acting midterm on Thurs, which I'm nervous for, because I still have to read two of the books. I have to go memorize some lines from my final scene for tomorrow.

If I make a goal to go to bed by 2, I don't get to bed until 3 at the earliest. So tonight I'm aiming for 1.

Friday night was the OTB CD release party. I was sick, so I was only gonna stay for half an hour. Yeah. Half an hour turned into a couple hours. It was cool though.

I missed the homecoming football game...I want to go to at least one football game!

There is so much extra shit going on that I'm not even gonna write in here.

I miss my blog.

Don't make a big deal = nothing. Which is fine. (two posts back)

Went to NY today to sing. It was frigid. I wasn't having the best day at the beginning, but it ended up being pretty fun. We sang outside on the street next to the subway station, and at a birthday party. I rode back on the train, which was more fun than I thought it would be. But now, time for bed.

It's like NOTHING is a big deal and it irritates me SOOOOOOOO much! Don't make a big deal.... what about maybe a tiny small deal?

Muuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

My throat reallllly hurts. I'm getting sick and it sucks.

Do you ever have a moment where you just think "what the fuck am I doing?"

Worked out today.
35 min on EFX. 3.03 miles, 414 cal.
Many crunches.
Seated row, bicep curls, lat pulldowns, triceps, and shoulder press.
BUFF.

I still love you.