i guess i just feel like i don't really have a purpose on a day-to-day basis. i am hoping it will change once i live downtown, but part of me just feels like..not so much that the routine is a problem as much as i feel like a wandering soul as opposed to someone who is living a full life. i go to work and don't mind it. in fact my supervisor's daughter just had a baby and the other woman in docketing is going to do some overtime, so i offered to stay late and do overtime as well. really i am excited by the thought of getting paid overtime and showing them that i am dedicated and a "team player" if you will. maybe it's just because my day is shot after work from all the commuting, i don't know. it just feels like something's lacking.