Usually when I know people are going out it makes me want to go out, especially when I can't. When I'm in Newport and I know there are parties at home I hate it. I hate feeling like I'll miss out on something.

Tonight is one of the few nights I don't feel that way. Here I am, in at 11:50. For the past few hours I've been going through my music and organizing it so it will be all nice for my ipod. That's it. I don't even care. I don't feel like being anywhere. I am just fine sitting here in my fleece pj's doing not much.