I am still human because I cry.
But my first emotion is anger, like my grandfather.
I am afraid for myself, because I don't want to end up like him. Anger is his default emotion, and it only comes in one size fits all situations.
If he spills a glass of water he will get as angry as he would if he got mugged. Or worse.
Dear God, please help me to be a person. A good person.
I know you can't do it on your own, but
please help me.